Never Ever

A few questions that I need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrongand how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane
but I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I'm going out of my mindall the answers to my questionsI have to find.

My head's spinning
Boy, I'm in a daze
I feel isolated
Don't wanna communicate
I'll take a shower, I will scourI will rub
To find peace of mind
The happy mind I once owned, yeah

Vexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, no
I'm just waiting'
Cause I heard this feeling won't last that long.

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel righI'll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't wanna hurt no more.

I need peace, got to feel at ease
Need to be.Free from pain - going insane
My heart aches, yeah

You can tell me to my face,

You can tell me on the phone

You can write it in a letter, babe'

Cause I really need to know